One to ten

Tonight I just went to Bakso thamrin, somebody told me that you would go home from college at 8p.m, before you went home, you will go to bakso thamrin, so after i had finished eating, i have wait until 8.15, but still you havent come. and i think maybe that is not the correct time for us to meet. i think i was expected too much, and i didnt make promise with you, bcoz it has been 5 days we didnt contact each other, i wanna make it a months, i hope i can do it hahaha..

i had just webcamed one to ten. LOL

Hhahaha.. this is my one to ten.. Cool rite? LOL

Bla bla bla...

Okay, today i got a lots of problems. I think I am going to stress now. -.- Just now P.E at school I fell down from playing "monkey" (idk, they mentioned it like that). It hurts actually, my knee was okay, it has no blood went out from my skin, and my hand was injured.

A lots of homework is given this morning. English revision, E.maths revision, and the subject I hated the most is Geography. Ms. Sylvia is giving us a map to do and hand it to her tomorrow, and I havent done it. Going to sleep after 12 tonight. Huahh.... I have slept at 10 during these days, and I think i have got some refreshment alrdy, so today going to sleep lately.

I cancelled my tuition at 3 just now, and my target is doing 3 essays and limit it. Before doing the essays, I felt sleepy, so I went to Indomaret to buy some staff and pull me away from sleepy. Somebody told me that drink "coffee" could make us feel unsleepy. So i bought "nestcafe" which taste mocha from indomaret and drank it. Yeah, it would wake me up from sleepy, but it is also leading me to "STOMACHACHE" which the illness i hated the most. I sufferred from this ache around 3hours oh my god.

I pledge to never drink "coffee" anymore except "starbucks" and "matador". It really kills me. -.-

I have done with my essays. Yessssssss!!!!!
But i should carry on with Ms.Sylvia works. Oh noooo!!!!!!!
And i havent done my e.maths though.
Going to do it soon..

PS : I miss somebody. It has been 4 days alrdy after we have quarrel. I am definitely thinking of you. Huhhh..

O'level is coming, i hope exams can make me forget about you..

Graduation Dayy

27 April 2012 , 08.30p.m

Yeahh,, I have graduated. Two years had passed since I moved to Piaget., It is super freaking fast. I am going to miss everyone, Sec 4 M's, B's, teachers and all the events of Piaget. All of the laughter and craziness we shared in these 2 years will be flowed away. Huahh.... Congratulations to everyone who are graduating. I wish you all the best. :)

In this graduation, we have prepared videos for teachers, and notes for parents, and our farewell song. From this event, you know what I enjoy the most? I loved the rehearsal when I was standing next to Maggie Kanggoro who always keep disturbing me in this rehearsal. I think that, it is the only time that we were very closed together. When I was in sec 3, we seldom talk, because I am a new student, so maybe she hasn’t used to it. But I don’t know, during this recently I felt that she is a good friend, but she is a bit shy. Haha. Isn’t it, bang? I called her “bang” because she like to do a strange sound like “ ngiekk “ which is the sound of Mosquito. Haha. She would always look at me for a while without my consciousness, and when I realized that she is looking at me, she would laugh. Haha.. I want to say “thankyou” for being very friendly suddenly with me around this days. I appreciate it so much.. (:

The next is Janice Nadia Kosidin. She is my “FIRST” friend in Piaget. Hahaha,, I would always remember you. :* She is my best friend so far in Medan, but are you treating me as your best friend also???? Haha. “question mark”. She is very kind, friendly, and one thing that I never forget from her is her “red face” like a “tomato”. It is very red oh my god! Haha. O yeah, another one is “she always sleep in class oh man!” ahahha. Thankyou for this 2 years, I enjoyed a lots of fun from you. (:

Next is teachers from Piaget. From this 16 years, you guys are “COOL”. The best teacher so far in my LIFE.. I wont forget you guys. I’ll miss every moment of you., I’ll visit Piaget for sure in future. I got a lots of words to say for teachers. Let’s end here. Keep in touch. Xoxo :*

A big thanks to "Dad" n "Mom" for letting me study in this school.. You are my very very  very important person in my life. :*

I LOVE YOU (:

Flashback...

Today I was asked to clean up my book case which from I was in TK - SMP..
While cleaning it,, I read some memories from my friend when I was SMP,, I laughed, and now I had finished cleaning it..
I just realized that I miss those moment..
Moment is what we can flashback to think of, it is a memory that can remind us about what we ever be. I just wondered how can GOD create this thingy such a world that can stay up a lots of people.. It is AMAZING!!

J, Xie (:

Thankyouuuu!!! :*

Hy guys..

Long time no blog :D

Yesterday my sist texted me, "I wont go back on 31th old $ new,, sorry." When she texted me,, I was in the bathroom taking my bath, so I cant reply her,. After I finishing bath,, I saw my phone got a message from her. Then I read it,, I was so disappointed. #angry Then I didnt reply back,, I wanna forget that I ever read the message,, but I cant, just until a few hours, I replied her.. I set my mind at rest,, I told myself that, "It's okay,, if there's match,, we will meet again".. 

I almost mad with her you know. Hahaha.. Fortunately Buddha told me to be patient for anything.. Then I calm down myself.. She said sorry again and again.. Lastly,, she slept..

This morning she texted me again.. I dont know liao lahh,, almost angry hahaha...

But finally she said she will back on this 29th.. LOL
Thankyouuu Jieee!!! :* :* :*

J. Xie (:

Think wisely!!

Every person has their own problem..

Like me,, even I laughed everyday,, "there's no problem looks like I have in this world",, my friends always said that..
"It is how beautiful my life if I can laugh like you everyday",, one of my friend said..

They never think,, how sweet or bitter behind the smile.. Hmmm.....

Anw,, Life is a trial..

I can smile as dont have any problem,, but anyways we are humans being,, always full of problemm..

Song is refer to my feeling,, this night will full of bitterness in my dream..
Just wanna say "I just wanna leave in your side"...

Why every meeting have farewell??

God shud not give us that torturing.. 

Some people can accept it and some aren't..

When my friends ask me "What will I choose between live together with my friends or go overseas study?"
And this is a hard choice for me.. Bcoz they have been part of my life..
But even that, I'll choose my education rather than them... And Idk is my choice true or not?? Is there anyone here to give me a solution??

My friend said,, "Friends can be gathered whenever we have time"..
But once ur time is passed,, will you have that chance to study again??

Yeah,, time is money.. In university,, even how old you are,, you still can enjoy education..
But is it worth?? Some will say YES and some will say NO..

Haiyaaa,,, confused lahh..

I ever said to somebody,, 

"If you ask me to stay,, I'll stay and go to USU rather than overseas"

But maybe Im joking in that time, I just wanna see what will she say.. HoHo..

Masalah akan teratasi jika kita memikirkan solusinya dgn akal sehat yg mendukung..

JY! JY!

A pure side behind this tea,, looks bitterness from the face..

J. Xie (:

Death~

Today morning I got English Class with the topic "SPEECH". My teacher was teaching how to make a good speech. Then she introduced "STEVE JOBS" to us. You guys know Steve Jobs rite? He is the CEO of APPLE company, the one who making APPLE's stuff.

Steve was speaking in front of the Stanford University when he is 45y.o probably, Im not sure about it. He got 3 topics in his life. First (I forgot alrdy). Second is "Love and Lost". And the third is "Death"..

When I was listening to the third topic DEATH,, suddenly my mind was BLANK-BLANK. I dont know wad happen. DEATH is the things that people afraid of. We dont know why we can die. We dont know when is the time for us to go somewhere far. We dont know where we shud go. We even dont know HOW IMPORTANT LIVE IS...

A lot of things came out to my mind.. Suddenly, Wad is your purpose come to this world? Why are you here in this world? And did you find out wad makes you strong to this life? Who is important for you?

In this speech,, Steve had said he was poor, his dad n mom worked hardly to promise him go to university. He didnt find out wad important life is. He decided to drop out from the university. He started to work. He is GENIUS! He can establish and managed the whole company of APPLE. He got cancer of pankreas, that is when he think about DEATH!

A lots of stuff that is impossible will come to our life. I was inspired from his speech. He was born with nothing, he even isnt from a rich family, but he is AMAZING! AWESOME! He can managed his life until so well.

As human beings, us, we dont know everything from this LIFE. You even dont know who are you in ur past life? Why u r born to here? Wad is LIFE for you? Wad makes you MEANINGFUL to this LIFE? Who and What are you living for? When you will die? And a lots.

I had found out Who am I living for in this world. But I still havnt found out wad makes me believe to this life yet.

Hey here we go!
Who & Wad is important in your life?
Why r u considerating it?
Are they so meaningful to your life?
Wad had you learned from this life?

Run for your dreams as long as u r still ALIVE!!
Dont regret in the last minute!!

J. Xie (: