Flashback...

Today I was asked to clean up my book case which from I was in TK - SMP..
While cleaning it,, I read some memories from my friend when I was SMP,, I laughed, and now I had finished cleaning it..
I just realized that I miss those moment..
Moment is what we can flashback to think of, it is a memory that can remind us about what we ever be. I just wondered how can GOD create this thingy such a world that can stay up a lots of people.. It is AMAZING!!

J, Xie (:

Thankyouuuu!!! :*

Hy guys..

Long time no blog :D

Yesterday my sist texted me, "I wont go back on 31th old $ new,, sorry." When she texted me,, I was in the bathroom taking my bath, so I cant reply her,. After I finishing bath,, I saw my phone got a message from her. Then I read it,, I was so disappointed. #angry Then I didnt reply back,, I wanna forget that I ever read the message,, but I cant, just until a few hours, I replied her.. I set my mind at rest,, I told myself that, "It's okay,, if there's match,, we will meet again".. 

I almost mad with her you know. Hahaha.. Fortunately Buddha told me to be patient for anything.. Then I calm down myself.. She said sorry again and again.. Lastly,, she slept..

This morning she texted me again.. I dont know liao lahh,, almost angry hahaha...

But finally she said she will back on this 29th.. LOL
Thankyouuu Jieee!!! :* :* :*

J. Xie (:

Think wisely!!

Every person has their own problem..

Like me,, even I laughed everyday,, "there's no problem looks like I have in this world",, my friends always said that..
"It is how beautiful my life if I can laugh like you everyday",, one of my friend said..

They never think,, how sweet or bitter behind the smile.. Hmmm.....

Anw,, Life is a trial..

I can smile as dont have any problem,, but anyways we are humans being,, always full of problemm..

Song is refer to my feeling,, this night will full of bitterness in my dream..
Just wanna say "I just wanna leave in your side"...

Why every meeting have farewell??

God shud not give us that torturing.. 

Some people can accept it and some aren't..

When my friends ask me "What will I choose between live together with my friends or go overseas study?"
And this is a hard choice for me.. Bcoz they have been part of my life..
But even that, I'll choose my education rather than them... And Idk is my choice true or not?? Is there anyone here to give me a solution??

My friend said,, "Friends can be gathered whenever we have time"..
But once ur time is passed,, will you have that chance to study again??

Yeah,, time is money.. In university,, even how old you are,, you still can enjoy education..
But is it worth?? Some will say YES and some will say NO..

Haiyaaa,,, confused lahh..

I ever said to somebody,, 

"If you ask me to stay,, I'll stay and go to USU rather than overseas"

But maybe Im joking in that time, I just wanna see what will she say.. HoHo..

Masalah akan teratasi jika kita memikirkan solusinya dgn akal sehat yg mendukung..

JY! JY!

A pure side behind this tea,, looks bitterness from the face..

J. Xie (:

Death~

Today morning I got English Class with the topic "SPEECH". My teacher was teaching how to make a good speech. Then she introduced "STEVE JOBS" to us. You guys know Steve Jobs rite? He is the CEO of APPLE company, the one who making APPLE's stuff.

Steve was speaking in front of the Stanford University when he is 45y.o probably, Im not sure about it. He got 3 topics in his life. First (I forgot alrdy). Second is "Love and Lost". And the third is "Death"..

When I was listening to the third topic DEATH,, suddenly my mind was BLANK-BLANK. I dont know wad happen. DEATH is the things that people afraid of. We dont know why we can die. We dont know when is the time for us to go somewhere far. We dont know where we shud go. We even dont know HOW IMPORTANT LIVE IS...

A lot of things came out to my mind.. Suddenly, Wad is your purpose come to this world? Why are you here in this world? And did you find out wad makes you strong to this life? Who is important for you?

In this speech,, Steve had said he was poor, his dad n mom worked hardly to promise him go to university. He didnt find out wad important life is. He decided to drop out from the university. He started to work. He is GENIUS! He can establish and managed the whole company of APPLE. He got cancer of pankreas, that is when he think about DEATH!

A lots of stuff that is impossible will come to our life. I was inspired from his speech. He was born with nothing, he even isnt from a rich family, but he is AMAZING! AWESOME! He can managed his life until so well.

As human beings, us, we dont know everything from this LIFE. You even dont know who are you in ur past life? Why u r born to here? Wad is LIFE for you? Wad makes you MEANINGFUL to this LIFE? Who and What are you living for? When you will die? And a lots.

I had found out Who am I living for in this world. But I still havnt found out wad makes me believe to this life yet.

Hey here we go!
Who & Wad is important in your life?
Why r u considerating it?
Are they so meaningful to your life?
Wad had you learned from this life?

Run for your dreams as long as u r still ALIVE!!
Dont regret in the last minute!!

J. Xie (:

Special Dayy!!! Yuhuuuu!!!! :D

Hey guys!
Im back again hahaha,..
I wanna tell u about today,, why did i feel so special?
Maybe today is a special day for me hahaha..

Today i am late go to the temple..
Then after I arrived, all are getting hurried to play games,, i just joined hahhaa..

Yad went outdoor and play games in the plaza like the "RUNNING MAN"
Even we got scolded by the security of Thamrin Plaza,, we didnt care!
Just carried on to our mission to finish the game. HaHa..
Togetherness is the most I learned in there..

THANKS to BLIA YAD today!!

Next week our sunday class have a special guest,, that day will be so meaningful to us..
Wish u guys can come and join us at Vihara Dharma Shanti - Medan. HoHo
Im not sure about the location.. Just visit www.idyad.org for imformation or go to Facebook - BLIA Yad Indonesia (:


In the afternoon, I watched a movie "The Sorcerer and the White Snake",, it's quite awesome..
Hmmmm,,, first I watched it so serious, n somebody keep asking me to eat the snack, hahaha..
Then when it's quite long almost end,, so romance,, i cried! But nobody knows tat hahaha..
Just feel like so touchful,, all of parts of my body was moving,, like merinding hahhaa..
It gave me so many question!
I stuck my brain..

Some question is I really wonder about tat are,,
- Why Jet Li shud vanguish the white snake even she helps ppl a lot?
- If a good siluman really help us a lot,, shud Buddha vanguish them?
- Shud GOD interfere LOVE in the Dunia Manusia?
- Why LOVE is so important that somebody will to lose their soul??????
- Why LOVE is not allowed in Buddhism??????
And etc.. HaHa..

Who will answer me? Just comment on my blog @jjxie-blogspot.com

Stay Cool
J. Xie (:

Memories..

Everyday go to school at 6am and go home at 6pm..
Just now I got backache at course while doing physics,, then suddenly something came out to my mind,, and I just realized that I miss my buddy there..

I miss cycling with them..
I miss playing audition along the day..
I miss being a committee at the VHR (Hari Asadha) as Pelayanan Sangha and went home at 11pm *the first time I didnt have my dinner and stay at the temple along the day, just 5 people of us in that big temple..
I miss give them cheat when there's no teachers in the exam..
I miss sharing with them about ghost when the teacher is explained..
I miss sleeping in the class of JHS 2 n JHS 3,, the teacher wont scold me,, coz my friends will call me wake up when the teacher is coming..
I miss get on with them around 7/8 people in a trishaw and surrounding our hometown..
I miss balap motor with them and almost fell to the groove.
I miss study tour with them when having fun in the bus..
I miss doing MAFIA at tuition and figthing each other because of different answer..
I miss playing badminton at Jl.Rambe road in the middle of the road..
I miss playing water at Jl.Rambe road n take picture, some of them is going to ride a motorcycle,, suddenly my friends Cristine n Meling got crushing with a woman,, the motorcycle was destroyed,, but fortunately they are still okay.. I miss running around the road to find them without wearing our shoes..
I miss playing basketball with them..
I miss escaping from Try Out of UN with them..
I miss bbq with them..
I miss laughing whole the day with them..
I miss everything from them...

J.Xie (:

Cooking Club of BLIA YAD

Hello guys..
Yesterday 23rd July 2011 was the second time I joined the Cooking Club of Blia Yad..

We were doing Sushi Tei at OHOD's Studio..

Idk where shud I start it hahaha...
Mainly is the Chairperson of this club asked us to do Sushi..
Before,, she would explain the process n let us do it alone..

First time,, it's doing by a group..
1 group has 2 member.. I was with Cynthia in a group..
Both of us have no any experience in cooking..
So we just follow wad had another's group did,, they went to take the rice,, I also followed..

After take the rice into the big bowl,, we need to put "Cuka beras" in,, so the rice cant be so sticky when we want to stir it..
We mustn't press the rice,, just do as relax as we can.. Then after finishing stir,, we must try the rice whether it's sweet or bitter..

First time I tasted it,, it has no taste..
Then I put more Cuka,, it's still okay lar..
So the rice is okay rite now,, then we carried on doing the carrot, cucumber, mushroom, meat, egg, n paprika ahahahaha..
We removed all of the shells of them..
Then we cooked the carrot and fried the meat...

After tat,, we took the "Chi Chai" put in to the cetakan.. Idk how to say tat thing in bahasa, the that one to make the Chichai n rice become oval one.. HoHo..
Then, we put in the carrot, meat, cucumber into the rice,, then we covered it..

We forget to put the egg and mushroom..
At last, we decorated the dish of the sushi like Idk,, it's so bad...
I dont have any creativation of decorate the dish..
So I just put the meat above the egg,, and placed it in the center of the dish..
Then the sushi surrounding the egg..
So it looks like so terrible hahaha...

Some of them have put Mayones *dunno how to write*, some of them put the cooking spices, then we just followed hahaha..
They put the Mayones around the sushi.. I put the Mayones above the sushi, then that's why tat make the committee give us the point..

This is the first time I felt so meaningful of my LIFE from this 15 years..
I never hve a good partner like Cynthia...
We dunno everything..
But we try to do the best..
We r so less confidence.. But we r surprise when the committee said Group 1 n 5 is the winner..
Group 5 is us.. Ours is become JCtei.. Whre J is me JJ n C is Cynthia.. HaHa..

Really,, I wanna shout out all of my feeling yesterday..
It's quite interesting in Cooking..

From here,, we learnt out 3 things :
1. Say good things "說好話" where we need to say good things to out partner which is interesting that can make ppl interested in our cooking..
2. Do good things "做好事" where we need to do good things while cooking,, dont act like a crazy people,, like pour all of the mixture to ur partner's face haha..
3. Hve a good heart "純好心" where we need to hve a good heart while cooking,, if u r angry,, will ur food taste nice? But if u r happy,, I can sure that the food is really nice,, hahahhaha..

This is some picture when cooking club is process..

Explanation before starting..

Finishing doing the Sushi Tei..

Committee is explaining..

Some sharing to you guys.. HoHo..
It's quite nice,, let's join our Cooking Club on Saturday at 1 o'clock at OHOD's studio.. HaHa...
Feel free to comment here..


J.Xie (:

Having fun..

Yesterday I had no class bcoz it's Saturday.. HoHo..
At 2pm, I went to OHOD's studio to study cooking,, there's a Cooking Club there, also dancing, singing, n etc..
I just join the cooking one,, maybe I'll join the dancing one hahahha..
It's quite nice when I saw them dance..
All of my spirit is coming up.. HaHa..
That's the Power of Dancingg... Yuhuuu... (:

Then at 6pm, club was ended..
I went to friend's house by a trishaw, that's the first time I naik becak without knowing how to go..
It's quite scared haha..
But I didnt get panic...
I just wait n wait until wad will happen hahaha..
Then at last I arrived.. HoHo..

I carried on called my friends to open the door,, and the first thing when i entered is going to find PUCCI YAO. HaHa.. Do you know that who's he? HoHo..
This is the picture,,.. (:

HaHa.. This is PUCCI YAOO..

I loved dog, but the first time I met Pucci, Im so scared to touch him, bcoz last time I'd chased by a dog,, n it's so bad,, haha.. So maybe bcoz of that I trauma hoho..

N my friends always asked me to touch him,, n it's really nice. HaHa..

Maybe Im falling in love with him now.. LOL..

Wad the hot news if a person fall in love with a dog hahaha.. :PP

HaHa.. 

How a nice weekend!! :D :D

A good day had come, it's another tomorrow which is this morning. HoHo..

Pucci needs to go to the Salon by every Sunday,, just now we r like a crazy people hurried n hurried to take a bath,, dont eat (just 1spoonful), n hurried up to go to the car alrdy..

This is on the way to the Salon Pets.. HoHo..

After Pucci went to the salon,, we went to TP to find some food to eat..

Then we went to fetch Pucci again..

He is so clean after taking bath.. 

R u going to date with someone Pucci? HaHa.. LOL...

Time flies so fast...

It's time to go back my homestay (7.30pm) just now..

I miss Pucci now.. HuHu...

Good-Night guyss... :D

J.Xie (:

Weekdays..

Hello guys..
Today is the third day of school..
I was came to Medan city last year,, last time I was homestay at MT.Haryono,, now I was moved to Sumatra where is selling a lot of food... But all are very expensive.. HoHo..

First day of school, it was introduction of some new teacher..
Second day,, there's nothing I would say..
This is the third day,, teachers are beginning to tell us some information about O'level which I'll take it next April of 2012..

I felt that there's a lot of rock fell down to my shoulder... Huhh...

Now is just the beginning..
It's still long to get to the top of the building..

Anw,, just study as hard as I can. HoHo..
I wont spoil my parents' face..
I'll proof it tat I can.. Jiayoo J!!!

Friday is the Chapter Test of Chemistry...

I was so stress,, just the first week then it got test alredy...
We shud chase the lesson,, bcoz we dont hve much time,, still need to study for O'level...
This year will be a hard year for me to pass... Hoammmm...

Some pict that I took before posting this blog... A bit sharing to u guys.. (:

Hoammm,, I need to study rite now...
See u next time guys...
Feel free to visit n put some comment here.. (:


J.Xie (:

時間 - Time =))

我們知道時間是一直過下去的...
時間是不可能停下來的..

現在我們眼前看的是"我們是好朋友",,
可是你知道嗎?
一句"好朋友"會變成我們再也不想要看到的"敵人"..
這又為何??

他們(好朋友)也一起經過很多風風雨雨,,
可是就一次的不小心傷害到彼此...

"好朋友"這句話也恨恨的"消失"了..

雖然他們還是很關心對方,,
可是"時間"一過去,,
"我們在也不是好朋友了"

我只能說"我原諒你"可是"我們不可能再當好朋友了"..

這就是"時間"所因起的...

不要說是"好朋友",,
就算一對"情人"一起經過的風風雨雨還要長比一個好友,,
他們也會分手的只因為"背叛"(男生/女生)...
一年後,,
就算那男的要挽回那段感情,,
"不可能"了..
因為那女的也已經有別人了...

這不是誰錯還是不錯..

這就是"時間"的變化...

她是曾經被傷害過,,
可是人不能一直活在過去呀...





"時間會改變一個人..
時間會改變一個心..
時間會讓人走出"悲傷"這個字.."

記住:
一句"對不起不能挽回"你所作所為..



先到這裡了,,
我肚子好餓噢.. =))



J.Xie (:

Weekend.. (:

Wah!
Weekend is arrived rite now,..
Soon will be monday again hahaha just around 1 hour left.. (:

How do u feel about today guys ?

Im going to tell my whole day activity now for today haha..

Usually I slept @2am around this days bcoz of holiday..
Today is Sunday..
Even @Medan or @TB,, I still wished I can every weekend go to the temple.. HaHa..
I love temple..

Wad a early morning,, I was asked to wake up by my sister...
So lazy to wake up,, I slept again,, n she was shouted at me,, I was shocked.. She said it's around 9am,, hurry up!!! Then I woke alredy hahaha..Actually it's just 8am hahaha.. She was lying at me,, Im going to kill her LOL :P

Then I took my bath,, ate n hurrily go to the temple with friends..
It's not really fun here,, my Sunday Class at s3s is more fun than here haha..

Then I was back to home arround 12pm..
I ate, n watched..

Finished that,, I hve an appointment with frens to hang out to kko's house around 1pm..
Then I hurried up again to out.. HaHa..

At kko's house,, we just have fun..
It looked like there's no suffer in this world.. Haha.. It's IMPOSSIBLE..
I was never flashback just now when having fun..
Usually Im not easily to smile even laugh ahha..
But bcoz of kko,, my mouth bcome weak,, it's quite easily to open up my mouth n show off my teeth ahahha.. :P

From 1pm to 5pm,, we were so happy..
We watched horror movie,, first is "Death Bell 2" which is acted by Ji Yoon ; one of the singer in T.ARA..
Second is "Final Destination 4"..
Both of this is ho horrible..
I keep closing my eyes when watching this movie haha..
There's no "GHOST" there.. But the BLOOD is like a waterfall hahaha..
It's so frightening.. ==a

After watching those movie,, someone said "Go home iuc?".
Then we said "wait lah,, still early.."

Somebody want to play CARDS,, something like Jokers, Phak bang, Ang tiam, Okui n etc..
Then somebody is followed me to buy the cards..

>>Bell is ringing

Somebody opened up the door,, i was set off my motorcycle in..
N they all r going to play cards..

Kko n I was trying to switch on the speaker n Karaoke..
Yeahhh,, I love singing. HaHa..

Hahaha.. It's really fun here..




Wan an guys.. (:
Thx 4 reading..


J.Xie
(:

Happiness.. 幸福 ((:

Hello guys,, Im back ahhaha.
Just now while Im studying A.Math, I watched a movie,, it's kinda problem about happy thingy hahah..

So,, wad's Happiness ?

If there's a lot of money in front of u, will u be happy ?
I dont think so hahaha..
It's not call happy,, it's call "知足"
Sorry, Idk how to explain it in English hahaha..

This is the story..

淑惠說如果要找男人, 一定要找有錢人的, 哪才會幸福丫.
到了沒多久, 她也嫁給有錢人.
然後又為了第三者, 他們也離婚了.

這就在教人家, "不要因為一時貪財卻毀了一生的青春"

Another character...


淑女嫁給平凡人, 現在有兩個孩子了.
雖然他們沒那么有錢, 可是他們是平凡的在過日子..

這才叫做"幸福"丫

Nahh guys,, how ? Do u get the point now ? Hahhaa..

Want to be happy ?
Just "Smile" for everything, then it's all be okay soon hahhaha..

Wah!
Tomorrow is the last day of exammm....
Today will be my last day of studying..
And 2moro I'll be sitting at A.Math Main Paper 2 hours.. Oh nooo...
Soonnnnnnnnnn,, Im going to Sec 4 yeahhh,, *happy*
N next year I'll consider to go somewhere to continue my university.... *so quick

Anddddddddddddddddddd the happiest thing is,,,,,,,,,,,
Monday I'll be back to my HOMETOWN soon.. Yeahhh.... ((:

This is my hometown. HaHa.. *promotion* :PP

我很期待啊 Hahhahhaa..

But maybe I'll miss Medan City also. Hahaha...
I'll miss my teachers, my friends, my school, and especially my Sunday Class hhahahahah...

Time flies so fast,, it's almost 7.30,,
Im preparing for tuition now..

Bye guys,, ((:


J. Xie (:

Study hard (:

Now is term 4 of my school..
We have 4 terms in a year,,
Term 1 n Term 3 is the easiest term to pass, its only doing some projects..
Term 2 n Term 4 we must have a MID Exam and EOY ( End of Year ) Exam..

Week 4 of Term 4 now, we have the EOY Exam in week 6..
The teacher is so hurry to finish the chapter while our time is not enough bcoz we still need to hve UAN..

Every week hve test..
I almost crazy with all of this..

But I always said to myself "I can face it, I shud face it"
It seems "Only myself can support myself"
There's no one else.. Huuuu....

Here, there's no one can tell me wad can I do, wad shud I do..
No one will give me the solutions.

In here for me everyday is like a dooms. HaHa..
You know why I said like this..

Bcoz at here, i dont hve anyone.
Im nothing..

I just wish I can back to my hometown soon,,
Anw, next Friday I'll be there. HaHa.. *happy*

Huahh,, From tomorrow I must study hard..
Everyday is full of test.
Just hope time can fly faster so all of this will done in a quick time. HaHa..

JJ Xie (:

Time flies so fast. :'(

Yesterday was the day when I gathered with my BFF, finally we can hang out to somewhre else that there's no any phone-ing by parents, can sleep together. But that's only 1 day. T_T
Let me intro them to you guys. Hahhaha.
1st - Lia - T'jie
2nd - Afrina - O'jie
3rd - Cristine - 3'jie
4th - Mery - 4'jie
5th - Yen - 5'jie
6th - Fenny - 6'jie
7th - JJ - 7'jie - Me. >,<
Last - Stephanie - Mei-mei

I met them when I was in Sec 1, that time we were just an ordinary friend, till Sec 2 we just became closer and be "BFF". So we try many times to join together our names and create a group. But thought and thought there's no any name which fit for us. Then they just name as "八姐妹". Then now we just thought again if we use name, it'll be nicer. So thought and thought, finally we got it. Hahaha. That is "JASLYM FC" Hahaha.

For the last 2 years, I really enjoyed it. I know it can't happen anymore, but I wish. (: Now I'm in SHS , I went to Medan continue my SHS. 8 of us, 2 are already go away far from them, but not so far, only 4 hours from Medan to TB - Mery & me. But it seems like we are so difficult to meet again. In that 2 years, I learned many things, I learned how to lead, because I was just the leader of them, I learned how to make some situation, I learned how to be friendly, I learned many things from them. Thank you guys who made my life become so meaning-ful. Love you always. :*

When we did the farewell, I was the first people cried. Imagine how embrassed that time. Hahaha. That's okay, the worst is I can't stop crying, when there's no one crying anymore, I still crying. *wa-aw, shy* Hahaha. They all shocked when saw me cry. Hahaha. Because I was the confident one from all of them who is never cry one. And that time I become the first to cry. Hahahha. Because I thought we can't meet anymore, and I was moved to Medan, haha. Now I still can't imagine that situation. LoL

Then the first holiday is on 9 Sept '10, I came back. Our brother - Kk Johan took us to the boat and that really fantastic. We all are saying this was the first time seaing with friends Hahaha. We also video it. But I can't post, because the capacity is so high around 90MB. That will take many time to post it. ==a

I just post some pictures of yesterday. (:

After KTV, it's already 10.30pm. We came home, then I hurry to change my clothes and keep online-ing. Hahaha. They all were outside don't know do wad. Then when it was 11.09pm, they came to the room which I was inside and sang a HAPPY BIRTHDAY song with a BIRTHDAY cake in someone's hand. Hahaha. Yesterday was on 17 March '11, while my birthday was on 09 March, but it's okay although my born day already pass. (: This was the first time they celebrated my birthday with a cake. Haha.

They came to Medan yesterday, I was became their tour-guide for 1 day, Hahaha. I was really happy can become their tour-guide, I brought them to a dinner place which is only popular of their "Chicken and Kangkung", they all said "Muantappppppp J ! ! !" Hahaha. LoL.

But don't know why, when we were together, time always flies so fast. T_T
It seems like god doesn't want us together in a long time. ==a
Anyway, just appreciate every moment. (:

J. Xie